User blog:TheIkranRider/I'm so upset with my best friend

Damn... It's been exhausting to find characters that can fit w/ Fanfictiondreamer's new category, Characters Involved in (her) Showitious; heck, I hadn't seen many new entries in her US in so long, around several months ago. And because most of the chars are ones I'm not too familiar w/, I can't honestly be sure; even w/ the ones I do know, it was still a challenge on whether or not they'd fit in this category. I'm actually getting irritated that nothing's moving forward; not her vids, stories, nothing. W/ her...I'm not sure about anything anymore. Has she actually given up on the material?

Also...I'm not sure if I want to follow her anymore; her US and her Showitious has become more stagnant and distant from my tastes. I don't want to burn another bridge, but I feel she hasn't moved her projects forward at all. And I'm so sick of editing/learning of her content that's so foreign to me. I do these things as favors, but I feel she never does the same for me! She hardly likes ANY of my work! I feel that she and I are going absolutely nowhere at all!! I'm not sure if I still want to be friends w/ her or not. Idk what's preventing her from progressing her projects further, aside from measly updates or bingeing on other things like LPs! Especially with Mass Effect to which I've no interest in! I sympathize of her mom's cancerous condition, but she had done stories before to help her cope, mostly w/ the Ratchet/Kim Chronicles, which is also something I'm not into, either!! I'm growing so impatient! She's got a shitload of stories here to start and complete; she MADE them to be difficult to follow to which only SHE can follow! At least I try to keep things simple!! I'm losing faith fast, and...Idk if I should throw the gauntlet or not! I feel our potential's being WASTED!!!